i believe i've discovered the source of my addiction...

if it is found to be offensive that i refer to my l-ve for audio as an addiction, i must suggest the offended parties chill...

i used to have a $100/wk habit at the record store. i had to sneak them in the house because my sperm donor thought buying vinyl & pursuing my audio interests was not a worthwhile use of my time & intellect. imagine that...

moving forward, i believe my addiction is derived from 2 distinct character traits i seem to possess:

1. i am completely fascinated by patterns & puzzles
2. i can't stand hearing the same music repeatedly

i have never really listened to lyrics in music. that may explain why i rarely properly recall song lyrics. rhythms & melodies i recall. i focus on them. that's that pattern recognition. this has a great influence on the operating schedule of the Refinery.

sometimes i get this itch & i just have hear new music (new patterns). when i wasn't making my own that resulted in my voracious appetite for new vinyl, cassettes, CD's, & now digital audio (mp3's & the like).

it happened yesterday. i was supposed to get some rest before going out & i couldn't. i had get in the Refinery & do watido...

i don't need help, i need to make new fuel...LOL!

PEACE
...be calm...